BJH

i really miss smashing people with you, man. a shame you'll never see this. we had so much fun together, and maybe it's a lie, but facebook makes you look like you have never smiled more in your life. i hope everything goes well for you. pitiful that things didn't work out the way they could have, we could have caused so much trouble together. you taught me so much that i'll never forget, and just looking at my news feed from time to time i'm still learning more from you. i don't know why it's now that all this is hitting me, but i think it just goes to show that you never know who you're next to (and how many percent AMAZING they are) until they're long gone and beyond your ability to experience it again. i wish we could have destroyed everybody this past weekend at the intermural soccer tournament. i hit this sweet equalizer that you would have been proud of me for. although you probably would have been rather bored with the no slide tackling rule ;), it would have still been the best feeling in the world. i still consider you my older brother. BJH