Tomorrow's the day. Bet you've never heard that before. But yeah, thursday is today, and therefore tomorrow is known as FRIDAY, otherwise known as the best day of the week. However, to me, it's the day to actually see my feet for the first time since the surgery.
For some reason today I made this bet with my mom about the state of my feet; I took the side that surgery actually made them worse than they were in the first place. I don't know why I made this bet, but maybe I did it to say later that this decision to get surgery at least turned out neutral and/or better in some areas than just flat bad. I don't know. It upset her that I said that (she always get upset over nothing or especially things that aren't her fault.).
Has this blog become a diary now? Pretty much, I guess. At least for sure through this foot surgery thing. I don't know how many more or how long the future entries will be, but I'll be sure to let everybody know the last day. I'm guessing about DAY[10] but I'm entirely unsure, there's always the possibility of relapses in recovery as always, and I'm continually walking before I'm really able to, I probably shouldn't be since the doctor said to lay in bed all this week. Tomorrow we can reorder medication if we need to, I hope we do because sometimes the pain is intense enough to require it. I just took the last dose and as I've said before it does sometimes make me hallucinate, which is by far the best part of this experience. To be given ideas without having to consciously create them or have them be altered out of their true state by the conscious mind is really a gift.
More to come later, going to play computer games with Troy. Later.
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