to get motivated lately? i haven't been wanting to do anything but play video games. i need to kill the bulk i built up over my surgery period, and yet now that season's started i just don't have the energy or more importantly, the willpower that creates the energy?
suddenly, i'm just looking back hopelessly at balls that have gone past me instead of hunting them down with a former ferocity. i used to be the man who always went after the ball, but now i'm just another complaint on my dad's list of things my team could have done better.
less jitters also needed on the field. focus, and just dribble the guy. create something dangerous on your own. destroy them without them knowing. single pass or touch to cut through the mire and save the day. save the game from boredom and attrition.
going to need motivation to better myself in the summer, that's for sure. maybe going back out for the team is a good thing, idk yet. i need something for the fall and spring after this year.
forza united.
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