dude.

my body is quite weird. apparently i have an irregular heartbeat, but resting rate is 52/minute. thats nuts. i used to have a heartbeat of 72/minute. also, i may have surgery on my feet for "bunyans", or extra large "ball of foot." you know, the "ball of your foot?" mine are huge.

and they MAKE MY SHOES DIE.

i hate that the most. most kids can use their $200 pair of soccer shoes for 2 years or more (provided they don't grow) but mine last for a year max. so maybe that surgery is a good thing. also; maybe i'll get open heart surgery?? :D lol its gonna be shit on your wallet time but i think it'd be a worthwhile experience eventually.

also: college has not set in yet. idk why but it simply hasn't. however, i'm not looking forward to writing term papers. i've always had this logic about writing as a grade; why not talk about what you're writing about? your thoughts will come out more cleanly, and you'd get over your fear of public speaking. idk. food for thought.