Thursday, April 21, 2011

i feel

very unnecessarily complicated. when it comes time to pick classes, it's like the feeling of growing up really consumes me... i hate that feeling. can't we all just be kids forever and get by on minimum whatever, doing what we love?

no. of course not.

i don't know why, but i hate the thought of growing old and having to deal with the immense level of bullshit and life or death situations that inevitably await me.

i also hate the feeling that i'm falling into the stupid category... i'm settling for weaker classes. why? but then again, what do i gain from choosing bigger, tougher classes? will the employers even know the difference (unless they SPECIFICALLY went to UTD and took the OTHER class)? i don't think so, and that's what's making me choose the current path. it feels like shit to step down into the filth of the world... but what's the motivation for going to the next level?

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