heat exhaustion.

i am ready to move out at this point: my summer has been lame thus far and i'm ready to move on: the people at fitness camp seem nice enough. i don't really hang out with anyone since my life (ALREADY) is soccer 23/6 and my AC is broken, so i basically have been cooking in my house for the past week, NOT hanging out with anybody. i'm also pretty sure i pissed off the last friend i have, the rest are pretty much all fakers.

is my creativity dying because of heat? or what? the absolute worst part of this entire thing is the fact that i will NEVER have this summer back. this carefree, young summer, is slipping by and i can't ever reach back and alter it. (and trust me, i've wished to change my past plenty.)

also, my mother is hovering over my shoulder. since the AC is broken, we left the laptop (soon to be mine?) in the coolest room of the house: living room. so i now am posed with a dilemma. do i switch rooms and blog in the heat or put up with her damn snooping?

hmm.

if you don't know me, you might think i changed rooms and typed that out. i did not change rooms.

but yeah, my social dilemma. its gonna either be hell or very average these next couple of weeks. its already hell, i don't do anything except make friends with going-to-be-freshmen around my block at the community pool in my pathetic attempts to cool off. next week its going to be triple digits the entire week, and we will continute to have practice. i don't know what i'm going to do in the school year, when we'll have 6 days of practice a week. if i don't burn out, i'll just die. :P

it seems an easy life no more for me. (my mother is now complaining about the temperature that i've had to sleep in for 3 nights or so.)

so yeah, if you couldn't tell, if your AC is broken, it becomes all you can think about.

HIGHLIGHT OF MY DAY: seeing ryan ward at wakeland high school this morning as i walked away from the school, having picked up my FINAL transcript. i simply smiled the "hey man!" smile i give all my enemies and he scowled his monkey smile as usual. he was carrying stuff for his mom's classroom, LOL. have fun wasting 2 more years of your life in high school, asshole. wish i could have thrown an elbow instead.





this is becoming a journal. this is pathetic.