Feeling Inspired

Just last I'd been feeling quite... down? I'd been playing some really uninspired starcraft, and couldn't seem to be excited or "authentic" with my gameplay.

But then I read TheOgnis' s blog, and was.... confirmed? in believing that nothing is coming to help us. (Basically his blog says that he kept expecting that "something" to come along and help him, maybe unexpected money, or somebody famous, but that in reality you shouldn't expect anything of that nature. You should FORCE the world to recognize you.) Then I read day9's posts on TL, and was inspired again :) this seems simple/stupid, but the man is brilliant and I'm not going to say anything else on it. Going to go play SC :) bye bye bye

I've got to make sure

to never have to come back to anything like this. Places, areas, people, things I don't want to be around have no place in my life and I'm going to try to get rid of all of them. I hate to have to use any bit of time to do something that does not directly interest me. It doesn't make sense to throw the one resource away that one owns. There has to be a better way, and I'm going to find it.