on a whim

i'm writing this blog :D i felt it necessary to document my mentality changes. i don't think that it's just how you react to the world, but you can change the world just by how you react to it. it's basically a two way street. one day i want to be the guy that seems invincible, because he isn't. it doesn't make sense unless you can see directly into my head. right now i'm questioning myself about the level of bullshit in the last paragraph. self one is talking. i really want to just trust self two. on top of this, IRL: i want to start a starcraft stream! i think it'd be really fun if i could get a decent viewer count going. i'd love to use it to bring people together in order to enjoy starcraft more. it needs more COMMUNITY like BW. speaking of that, i've been playing LoL more and more and i'm beginning to like it. learning to play passively is a really hard thing, but i'm starting to make less and less dumb mistakes. still want to be SC grandmaster. going to play some games. hopefully i can post more frequently, and maybe soon you'll see Reikai's stream :D "glgl my stream" -- M/Dragon